I miss a certain someone who is no doubt still speacial in ma life
n
do treat her as ma own sis..
she was wid me since e start of werkin dis 1 place n
til now after we both doesnt werk at tat place animre..
*don want to mention which werk place*
i guess its not important..
I held the friendship so darm tight tat it crushed
n
smashed to e ground jus like dat
0r maybe its still hanging somewhere..
i neither could understand e reason behind everytings
nor tings dat could ruin us..
Everytings tat both of us did for each other can onli be remembered
in pictures n flashed through ma mind..
i'd smile,tink bout e good n remember her as
ma bestest,
ma closest,
ma sis
but i could nvr relate to her now..
in fact i guess,
she did not tink bout all dis tings animore..
n
i guess i was nobodi to her animre..
ya i noe i was e one who is deeply mad at her,
but i guess times goes by im smooth at heart..
n
nvr forget all e hapi moments
her being ma closest fren n as ma sis though at times im mad at her..
supposely tat is..
after what we had been thru,
after all the tings tat i done for her,
after all the tings she had done for me,
after all e times i spent wid her to make sure shes completely out of her emo zone,
after all e movies we watched,
after all e places we hang out,
after all e mits up after her skool,
after all e clothes she picked up for me,
after all e times i defended her to others,
after all e calls we made,
after all e boy n girl toks we had,
after everytings n anytings..
i could go on but tat itself proved ma point,
so mani tings we did,
such memories we made..
i say all dis tings its bcoz,
we r veri close
we r like a sis to each other..
Now we had stopped seeing each other,
stopped tokin to each other..
i did try to save watever tat we had but i didnt see any positive..
i dont noe if i should jus let it b dis way or not..
its bcoz i noe i tink of dis closest friend of mine
everi single dae
n
always hop shes goin well wid tings ard her..
To b honest,
i do miss her
n
stil loves her as ma own sis..
i guess she doesnt noes dat..
but now tings ard us doesnt save our friendship..
but to me,
no matter how bad she is
though at times she did
always make me pissed,
but
i still tink shes e bestest fren i had...
Labels: everitings speaks
9:58 PM
