28 February 2009
-dis gerl is hopin to pass her motor license as soon as possible-
-dats is her dream-
-hopefully by dis yr-
InsyaAllah
-will try ma veri best,no matter how hard it is-
-i hav ma fren to support me-
-thers so much challenging for me tat i hav to go thru-
-wil nvr evr giv up-
-yeah,hopefully-
HoPeHoPeHope
PrAyPrAyPrAy
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a quick update of todae....
-vroom vroom usin dis helmet of mine but not wid ma bike-
--obviously not ma bike,its ma fren--
hehe
-mit ma fren for awhile-
-go lepak2-
-spent ma tyme wid dem-
-go mkn-


Cutekn hym?? Muhd Daniel =hehe=
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-mit ma mum wid ma anak sdara-
-went to ma aunt house at sembawang-
-mis ma cuz-
-get to mit dem- wheee ;)
-spent alot of tyme ther-
-eat n eat n eat-
-hav fun-
-laughing-
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-everitink-
but darm
-nvr take pixs wid dem-
-bz jaga ma anak sdare lorx-
--Haiz--

__OvErAll EnJoY Ma DaE So MuCh__
*WhEeEeEeE*
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11:13 PM
Like any other kind of love,
frendship can be lost
within lives due to neglect
or anger,
or sometimes,
simply circumstances.
However it is lost,
its often lose a part of ourselves
that can never be recovered....
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["should forgive the hurt that's caused me all this?"]
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::THINKTHINKTHINK::
...o_O'...
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1:07 AM
26 February 2009
had ma practical motor yesterdae.. afta dat went bck hm..thought of not going out after tat,jus wana rest at hm as i feel tat im too tired..
but
but
last min plan yana ask me out...actuali pnat,but she wan me to join her n zubed..luckily ma parents allow me to go out..
Yeah,thnx ibu n abah!!
so went to meet her n zubed at changi airport.. appoint reaching ther find out tat ari was
wid dem too..heez :p
as he was wid his fren n at last he join us too..terserempak katakn..
best jug la he join us..cz i mis hym..
hehe..erm2..
so proceed to mcd to buy sme food as i was veri darm hungry,from morning hav not eaten
yet.. n we seat at 1 place to hav our food..
as pernrml we lovs crakin alots of jokes,kept disturbin 1 another..
n im hapi zubed was wid us dis tyme round..so mre kecoh...
dey reali makes me hapi n make ma tired all gone..
reali had a gd dae wid dem.. ;)




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2:06 AM
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wana share smt about ma prac yesterdae..
it was veri hot,wen was having ma prac..
until ma face was red..
but wen ma prac had finish its was rainning..
kalo hujan kan bgus tyme ngh ade prac..tkdela kurasa panas sgt.. haizz,,
i guess todae was veri e worse incident dat i had..
first tyme takin prac 3,n it was like darm difficult 4 me wen cums to e slope..
ish..
leceh dok nk step e rare break..kaki ku mengeletar..haha..yelah first tyme prac 3 nari katakn..keep on jatoh seh ler nk stop pertengahah slope..hx...
da jatoh kt slope tkpe..lag worse wen kat other side..ma leg was swollen,ma hand ade luka n e worse was ma bck of ma shoulder,ish thers scratches,veri pain seh..kulit terkopek!!
SOB..
ma whole body n leg was reali10 pain..n i guess those who touch ma bck shoulder,i wil lik shout at dem.. cz it was veri darm painful.. but no matter wad i wil kep on trying ma best..though ma body is hurts or kep on fallin..
kata motor,so kene kuat hadapi sgalanya n bare wid e conciquences..
but overall,i learn smt new n
i learn from ma mistake which i did wrong..
n wil try to more careful next tyme..
nwae,,
wana say thanx to ziela,
for e encourageous n wad u hav teaches me bout motor lesson..
thnx zil!! ;)
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1:09 AM
25 February 2009
bored....
bored....
bored....
and dis is wad i do yesterdae......
who givs me e idea??
ma bro..
askin to take pixs wid dis cap n baju bola...
wat a slack me...
don noe y he wans me to take pic,wid ma slacker face..
hmmm..
:)
Labels: bored n slack....
3:16 AM
22 February 2009
last few daes,dat is on fri 20 feb..went out wid ari n yana..we went swimming at jurong..actuali wanted to go on sat,but we change it to fri..as yana had smt on,on sat..n our planning was actuali wana ask zubed to come along..but last min,shes sick..so onli me ,ari n yana went to swimming.. ari was late on tat dae,as his having some prbs..but,no matter wad our plan went smoothly..yeah!!upon reaching at the swimming,i guess yana was veri darm happi..over rall we 3 enjoy ourself dem much..especially wen thers a wave n wen comes to playing e slide..luv playing e slide seh..hehe..
nwae thanx to both of dem,cos dey 2 reali take cre of me wen swimming..especially ari..he reali take cre of me,wen cums to e wave side..
(yelah kata ku ni pendek kn,cute kata kn) haha..
jage he reali jaga me well,though i noe hw to swim..we 3 ar like sis n bro seh.. wil nvr forget e hapi tymes wid ari n yana..dey ar like veri e cute n cre 4 me muchh..thanx lots ya,ari n yana.. *winks*
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afta swimming,wen to mit kikin at woodlands...went to hav our food at cwp..afta eating went to archade for awhile,as kikin wana play e car game..as pernormal,i lose playin car game.. i guess kikin gd in plAyin e car game..she always win..heez :p
afta playing game,lastly me followed kikin fetch fafan!!
e cute lil boi n came to her house 4awhile.. ;)
on our way bck,me n kikin was both veri e hyper..kept on smiling n laughing,kept on takin pixs in e bus n while walkin to fetch fafan..
alah,its our hobi kept takin pixs.. :)




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5:16 PM
21 February 2009
as daes goes by i reali feel darm empty,havin so much probs n everitink....realli100 feel empty..i feel like cryin e past few daes..though i don show it n jus make its as a fake smile in me..
its all fake!!
its all fake!!
its all fake!!
faking ma perfect smile!!
it could hav been done better, if dis sm1 dat i misses lots ar by ma side!!
cz dis sm1 is used to b ma luvs once..
i noe if dis sm1 was by ma side,hym or she will b ther 4 me always
wen ma ups n down,without fail..i guess its hard to find sm1 dats is 1 in a million
who always supports us in everitink we do
n
was ther without fail wens ma ups n dwn..
luvs to pampered me so much..
without fail dis person wud always care 4 me..
wen im sick dis person wud always by ma side..
wen im havin probs wid ma fam or wid ani1 dis person gav me hopes
n
always cool me dwn...
dis person noes hw to treat me well..
i reali treasure dis person lots..
n wil nvr ever 4got everi of e kindness towards me..
though at tymes thers some misunderstandin..
setiap persahabatan mesti ade ups n down..
walau apepun,i wil stil remember dis person..
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but nw,i guess i don hav ani1 like dis particular sm1....
i left all alone!!!no1 to share prbs wid!!
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some certain ppl jus don wana be by our side wen kita dlm kesusahan,
dlm ade masalah ngn fam semua..
UnLeSs
wen kita da senang,da tkda pape masa alah,
den wana b wid us!! try to share smt wid sm1,
dey wil jus buat tk tahu n tknk amik tahu wen kita dlm kesusahan!!
dey jus onli wan us to listen to their prbs,but wen cums to us
dey jus ignore!!
haiz..
SoBs!!
......If OnLi I COuLd FiNd E AnS To HeLp Me UnDeRsTaNd......
its 1 in a million to find sm1 who noes hw to treasure us
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3:17 PM
17 February 2009
wen out todae wid ari n yana..plannin to hang out at bedok...
so had our food at mcdonald.. yeah me on e house,ari n yana giv me a treat...
thanx alots to both of ya dear.. ;)
niwaes afta we had our food,at last we plan to go to parkway parade as thers notin much to hang out at bedok..so proceed to pp to accompany yana to buy her shades..but appoint reaching the shop tat is cotton on,she don like ani of e shades..so no much place to go,we chill ard pp..sittin at dis 1 place,we r like talkin so much crap,kept laughing like hell..laugh laugh laugh all e wae,kept disturbin 1 another n we talk about everitink...ari n yana share wid me bout their luvs once..i guess its veri interestin n swits..ya afta tokin n makin crap,we took a pic of us..hahahaz..i guess dey make me laugh like hell wid their crap tingy ting.. :p



afta takin some pixs,ari was like keep dance n dance wid hys hip hop style wen listening to music..he was like veri e hyper active todae...i like hys dance step..cool u noe..ari wid hys dancin,me wid ma takin pix always n yana was like keepin quiet..we r like doing our own tings 4 awhile afta tokin crap n laughin..
afta dat,wen to hav our ice cream at mcdonald..yeah,i guess e new mcflurry blackforest taste veri darm nice!!yummi yummi,i luvs it veri much..thanx to yana 4 buying me e ice cream.. n thanx to ari 4 buyin us a drinks n we each of us got a free notepad wen buyin e drinks..nnn e notepad was veri e cute n small..heez..cute like me seh...haha(prasan ku ni) :p
we planning to mit up again dis cumin sat to go 4 a swimming at jurong n dis tyme round we goin to get zubed to go swimming wid us..todae zubed not wid us as she was wid her bf..so hopin our plan dis sat jad n zubed wuld come along wid us..yeah!!! Hopefully!! :)
Labels: chill out.....
11:53 PM
16 February 2009
how mani daes nvr on lappy..
darm,ma lappy ma mum confuscate it..
each of everitime i did a lil wrong ma mum for sure wil confuscate ma fav tings dat i like..
dats is ma lappy...
hx,veri2 e bored for e pat daes..
noting to do at hm,den sumore ma mum kept nagging at me..
all bcoz of werkin,financial ting,wen had a lil quarrel wid ma bro 4 sure i e wan was in fault always..
haiz reali darm stress!!
fam 1 ting!!
den sumre had other prbs again n again!!!
tried to settle down everitink,but it kept going on n on!!
i guess todae not much prob wid fam,but wid sm1 else!!!
SOB!!!
its becumin worse n worse!!!!
hate everitink dat had happened todae!!!
HATE IT LOTSS!!!!
SHATS!!!!!!!!
i jus don noe wad wil it b in ma becumin daes...
i jus hop dat i get a job as soon as possible,wont tink of ani prbs dat im going thru ryte nw!!!
i noe maself well!!!
wen im werkin,ma lyfe wil b focusin on ma werk!!
i guess werk make ma lyfe bz n im sure dat i wont tink much bout ma prbs!!!!
dats 1 ting dat i luv to werk though at tymes,at werk ders a probs.....
LET IT B WID EVERITINK!!!!
TIRED OF ALL DIS NONSENSES!!!!
TIRED!!TIRED!!
BORED!!
FULLSTOPS!!!!!!!!!
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10:06 PM
14 February 2009
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE..
Hapi valentines day to ma SuPeRGaLfREnS..
Hapi valentines day to ma BoI_fReNs..
Hapi valentines day FrEnS!!!
Lots of luvs,kikin..
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1:38 PM
12 February 2009
todae i guess im goin to make tings clear here!! for u few daes i did not update ma blog as i don hav e mood to type antink..if were to type,i wil vent ma anger bout wad i feel e past dae..i guess if im not in e mood its bette not for me to type..it wil b worse if i let it out here!!
aniwaes,,
i jus dont understnd dis particular sm1!!!done smting dat hurts ppl,but stil don noe theirs on mistake..reali menyakitkn ati!! do it once its ok wid me,but mre den once..im jus keepin to maself,keepin quiet n don wana mention much!! but dis particular sm1 takin advantage of me!! i guess dat person shuld noe dat im havin financial prbs..i hav not werkin yet but i stil wana went out together!!!! cz i guess im e type of person who luvs to sacrifice antink for sm1 whom im close or sm1 tat i luv,though i maself got prbs or financial prbs.. as long as ma luvs once is hapi,den im hapi too..tats me.. :(
but
but
but
i guess some certain ppl don noe all dis..
wen they ar hapi,they don face e person who always b ther for them wen they ned help..
hx
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hey ppl who read ma blog,wad wud u feel if u were planning to accompany ya fren to buy a cloth for sm1 using a voucher,but wen reaching ther,dey told u dey forget to bring??
i guess first im not angri at all,cz planing to go bck n take e voucher n came to e place again...
but afta following tat person hm,end up get to noe the plan cancelled, dat person mittin sm1 else???
do u feel it shits!!
im reali f**k up man!
i maself tel tat person to cancel e tuition on tat dae..
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im hapi e tuition were cncel..
but find out e planning of takin e voucher at e hm
n came bck to e shop to buy e cloth 4 tat sm1
was cncel too,as e person planning to mit tat sm1 else!!!
its like a wastin of ma tyme accompanied tat sm1 n wastin ma ezlink!!
n end up i went back hm
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e planning wid tat sm1 was cancelled..
im
stupid!!
ppl takin advantage of ma kindness!!
i guess wads goes ard cums ard!!
daes goes by it makin me hated e person much!!
sayin smting,but wil nvr do as wad was planning!!
"I guess im not going to get mad anymore. I'm just going to learn to expect the lowest out of the people I thought the highest of."
Labels: its a lesson for me, who luvs to sacrifice for sm1.. :(
4:26 PM
09 February 2009


Yesterdae,I n ma family went t0 ma uncle's h0use in Pasir Ris as ders a bdae party fer ma anak sedare,Fatin!
I t0t its g0nna b b0rin c0z bdae party fer a 6 yr old kid w0uld
b fun fer the kids onli bt i was wr0ng!
I had a wh0le lot fun c0z me,ma sis & an0ther cuz participated in
the games too wit the kids such as
puzzle games,spot the difference,balloons,sudoku & m0re.
It was a gd gatherin especially wen me & ma dad's side usualli w0uld onli mit like durin festive seas0ns onli..

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afta playin n enjoing the games,here it goes cum e bdae cake...
lawa kn e cake???nnnn
cums
e bdae gerl....
FaTiN...
Happy birthday to YOU !Happy birthday to YOU!
Happy birthday to FATIN!
Happy birthday to YOU dear!!
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sme pixs of my aunts n cuzs..

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12:50 AM
07 February 2009
went out wid ma ibu jus nw n afta dat mit kikin at her blok..
darm im always late wen mitting kikin..ish,im bad seh.."always e late" sori kinnnn...
nwae proceed to tamp to accompany kikin go mkn at ljs,as she was veri hungri...
haha..
but guess wad,i don wana eat anitink...
but kikin stil buy for me smt to eat..
nnn she bought 4 me ma favourite food at ljs..
*thanx kikin* ;-)
nwae afta eatin at ljs,proceed to tkc to help kikin find for mama aju.. (i mean kikin mama)
use to always kol kikin mother mama..hehe :p
but kikin don noe wad cloths to buy for mama,so end up she bought 4 mama scarf n pants..
afta buyin everitink,kikin wana eat donuts...
so we went to buy some donuts..e donuts i ate also kikin treat me..
Thanx again kin..
wanted to eat donut outside to find some place to seat,but too bad its rainin..
so we sat inside e tkc..

wah,kikin was veri hapi to get to eat the donut empire donut..as pernormal,kikin loves takin pixs without fail..haha its her hobi la...
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SORI GALFREN..................

but,hxxx while takin a pix of her suddenly thers smt happen to her camera..
*shats* its all bcz of me!!!
she makin some funi faces til i was veri e laugin to e hell,til smt happen to her camera..
:)
i don wana mention much wads exactly happened..
nwae la,shes veri e cute fren nor sis of mine la..
she loves makin jokes n funi faces til i laugh n hapi like hell....
but most of all,im worried bout her camera..
she loves takin pix,but without her camera i noes she sad n fell like crying,but she don wana shows it..hx....
kinnnnnnnnn,im veri sori...
hope e camera cn b fix wen we sent for repair on dis cumin mon,if jad k.....
nwaes hopin dis fren of mine wil b hapi n not b sad always..todae she seem to b veri sad bcz of her camera n tat particular sm1 of her beluv..
im as her fren wana her to b hapi always n not tinkin
of her prbs much.. hopin everitinks fine as soon as possible....
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12:27 AM
05 February 2009
love dis towel of mine...hehe,ma new towel n im usin it ryte nw..nice or not?? spongebob surf shack!!!!!hahaha... its damn nice,i like it...not onli me who hav e towel,ma sis n bro too hav..but their one is mickey mouse for ma sis n ma bro is cars...hehee..i guess theirs one also damn nice!!but mine is mre nicer lorx...:p Labels: ma lovely towel.. :p
11:13 PM
04 February 2009
todae was a gd dae for me..don hav ani plan to mit hym,but at last we get to mit up todae..our plan was to mit tomorw,but he wana mit me todae afta his job interview..
hehe,so he fetch me at ma blok..so pity for hym cz he hav to wait 4 me to siap so long..haha,sori u..but guess wad while he was waitin 4 me e rain came heavily..
lucky he din scold me..tanx u 4 ya patient..afta we mit,we plan to watch movie at century square..but wen we reach ther,we don hav ani plan which movie ar we going to watch..
as pernorml he do ask me to make e decision,but ma type is lyke anitink wil do..
so he e one who make e decision to watch e stories of e"bride wars"..
afta buyin ticket we went to hav our meal first b4 e movie start as e movie start abit late..
den afta havin our meal,den we proceed to watch e movie..we came in earlier den e show tyme..so we took a pic of us..
haha,but guess wad..his e type who is shy at takin pic..hx..
but at last we stil took it..
yeah!! :)
aniwae overall watchin e show,i guess i
t is e interestin stories..its about bestfren..
n its reminds me of ma closefren...hehe..
afta watchin e show,i hav to go bck n mit ma fams at joo chiat..
so he send me to tamp mrt n he went bck hm..hehe i guess i had a gd dae wid hym..
*winks*
now mit fam at joo chiat to go for mkn..its mkn tyme..heheh..yum yum!!veri e sedap..
wah ma sis n bro veri e hyper wen e food is readi..
haha guess i eat so mani todae..:P
afta finish eatin while waitin for ma mum n bro to finsh their food,me n sis went to nearby shop to buy some curry puff..
hmm,i reali mengidam to eat e curry puff..at last i got to eat..hehe..
afta finish everytink n had bought e currypuff,me n fam went to search smt to buy smtin for ma anak sdare bdae dis cumin sundae..but none dat we lik..
so i suggested to ma mum to buy e tings at other places on other dae..
so nw we hav no other plan,we went bck hm..
im hapi todae to went out wid hym n fams.. :)
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11:24 PM
thnx to ma beluv sis of mine
03 February 2009
here it goes.. todae im quite a lil hapi cz kikin came to ma house to help me do blog..
i was waitin 4 along time to do blog,but guess wad!!
i don noe how to do..haha.. :p
so waitin 4 dis fren of mine to help me..
and e dae has come,dat i hav a blog now..
all thanx to dis sis of mine -kikin-
yeah!! ur great..
credits to u kin!!!
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